I have often turned to writing when there is something stressful going on in my life. My grandpa has been in late stage Alzheimer’s for a awhile now, maybe over a year. He recently began refusing to eat, can’t hold up his head, can only say phrases occasionally, but cannot talk with you. My Granny, is essentially without family support and it drives me crazy that she is all alone in this. I began to pray that if it was His will that He take my Grandpa home, take him out of this suffering and into paradise. I don’t know if that is right or not. But his suffering and that of Granny’s is so immense, it seems merciful to take him now….He hasn’t been him for quite sometime…I just hate to see him this way, and I can’t imagine what it must be like to be trapped in that body…I dunno if this is helping my state of mind. Grandpa will have a birthday on the 16th of November, but the way Granny sees it he may not make it….